And I constantly blamed myself for putting myself in such a compromising situation with someone I thought I could trust. It’s crazy to me now to think that I blamed myself and questioned if it was sexual assault when they outwardly admitted to me that they sexually assaulted me.
I ended up confiding in another female friend who convinced me to open up to the girl I was talking to. She told me that it was 100% sexual assault, she helped me rationalize all of it and told me it wasn’t my fault. I would never confide in another male about this.